28.06.07 - -
05.04.07 - The things he did
11.10.03 - I am nothing if not forgettable
11.10.03 - Today's realization
11.10.03 - I can't trade
08.10.03 - I 'd make a wish
08.10.03 - Behind the door
05.10.03 - Good-bye
05.10.03 - Beyond my own DNA
05.10.03 - There's no point in asking
05.10.03 - If only I could
02.10.03 - An unnecessary rivalry
30.09.03 - The grass is gone
30.09.03 - Not mine alone
30.09.03 - The fading
27.09.03 - AFI
27.09.03 - Truer words have never been spoken
25.09.03 - It's all about you
25.09.03 - The Breakdown
25.09.03 - Only one thing was missing afterall
24.09.03 - Dance for me
24.09.03 - The sting
23.09.03 - Some days are better than others
22.09.03 - Just a little thing
22.09.03 - Time and ecomonics
21.09.03 - A message for you, only for you
21.09.03 - Soon
19.09.03 - I should have known
18.09.03 - Do I write any more?
17.09.03 - Honestly
15.09.03 - Planning a long one
13.09.03 - Tonight I"ll cry myself to sleep
13.09.03 - A new begginning?
11.09.03 - Today's stats
10.09.03 - Staying away
07.09.03 - Quote of the day
03.09.03 - This means you
01.09.03 - To The Poet
30.08.03 - Quote of the day
30.08.03 - Things that must go
30.08.03 - In the wee hours
27.08.03 - 2511
22.08.03 - Who burnt the counter?
21.08.03 - Scandalous
17.08.03 - The first passenger
17.08.03 - The first encounter
17.08.03 - The line
16.08.03 - 241 miles
16.08.03 - Quote of the day
13.08.03 - The sound of my world
12.08.03 - Sarcasm
11.08.03 - You are right
10.08.03 - It's so true
10.08.03 - Stunning
09.08.03 - Quote of the day
03.08.03 - Missing parts
30.07.03 - A thought on bruises
28.07.03 - Don't speak to me
28.07.03 - Time heals all wounds
27.07.03 - In the cover of darkness
26.07.03 - Left with only the ghost of you
26.07.03 - The Delicate Boy
25.07.03 - It's about time
24.07.03 - I was warned
24.07.03 - A trip
23.07.03 - Freeway
23.07.03 - I hate my weakness
22.07.03 - High Low
22.07.03 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARLIN
21.07.03 - In the dark
20.07.03 - The canyon! 1, 2, 3, 4 times
19.07.03 - I miss
17.07.03 - Pain
17.07.03 - That boy
14.07.03 - i thought of you
13.07.03 - WOW 19
12.07.03 - Crushing Part II
12.07.03 - Ogden Canyon
11.07.03 - Crushing
09.07.03 - The song of the ceiling fan
08.07.03 - Did you ever notice?
06.07.03 - Can't sleep
05.07.03 - Today
04.07.03 - Memories of the past
04.07.03 - THWUNK
04.07.03 - Let's close the distance
03.07.03 - Scary things
03.07.03 - To expect is to hurt
02.07.03 - 506
02.07.03 - Sometimes
01.07.03 - The final journey
30.06.03 - So awesome
30.06.03 - black characters upon a white background
29.06.03 - Between
28.06.03 - I'll try very hard to make it stick this time
28.06.03 - Three doors
27.06.03 - Does anbody know
24.06.03 - Today
22.06.03 - An explanation for it all
22.06.03 - Inside the safety of sorrow
21.06.03 - And as always
21.06.03 - Let's practice saying "no"
20.06.03 - The flexibility of my emotions
19.06.03 - Nothing in my line of vision, no one to hold
17.06.03 - You'll find me inside the message in the bottle if you're looking
07.06.03 - The sound inside
06.06.03 - If only all my days ended in the arms of someone I love
05.06.03 - Inside/ Outside
03.06.03 - Shouldn't they be paying me?
31.05.03 - Quote of the day
30.05.03 - Three drops
30.05.03 - Searching for a life less affected
29.05.03 - Use your power to end me
29.05.03 - At this very moment
28.05.03 - The void
27.05.03 - The man at Barnes & Noble
27.05.03 - Destination?
26.05.03 - Keeping it quiet
24.05.03 - Conquering fear
23.05.03 - One more day. Keep your fingers crossed.
23.05.03 - A hand for each hand
22.05.03 - Walking on the ceiling and singing without words
21.05.03 - At the bottom of the back side of the priority list
21.05.03 - He Loves Me
20.05.03 - And you wonder why
18.05.03 - SIxteen minutes from now will it still matter?
18.05.03 - Clovis
17.05.03 - Skin over flesh over bones
16.05.03 - Am I an addict?
16.05.03 - Shit! I'm offical
14.05.03 - This moment's reason
13.05.03 - The collective power of wishes
12.05.03 - All the things I like about me...
11.05.03 - When you think of me...
11.05.03 - Closing the distance
09.05.03 - A life less than
05.05.03 - Still left behind in the space between without a voice
05.05.03 - The message
05.05.03 - Left in the space between without a voice
04.05.03 - Come with me
03.05.03 - Missing the past
03.05.03 - Cleaning out my closet
02.05.03 - I've been out searching for words
02.05.03 - Timing is everything
29.04.03 - Reminders
28.04.03 - Quote of the day
27.04.03 - A wire crimper and phillips screws
27.04.03 - No more chapters
26.04.03 - The sound of the subtle tap
26.04.03 - Please
25.04.03 - Dammit!
24.04.03 - How I start each day
22.04.03 - The good, the bad, and the ugly
20.04.03 - The immutable past
20.04.03 - Would I change it?
19.04.03 - Purging
18.04.03 - Not there yet
18.04.03 - A Dream
18.04.03 - I even fail at sleeping
17.04.03 - Long day
17.04.03 - Elder Becker and Elder Yancy
15.04.03 - I'm a bitch!
14.04.03 - Can you lend me some dollars?
13.04.03 - A feeling of accomplishment
12.04.03 - So unexpected
12.04.03 - Time well spent
12.04.03 - Time wasted
12.04.03 - No sleep = Massive anixety
12.04.03 - Unanswered questions
11.04.03 - I accept that...
10.04.03 - Sometimes distance doesn't matter
10.04.03 - I'll wrap my heart in kevlar
09.04.03 - Get a knife
08.04.03 - Totally awesome
08.04.03 - Today nothing can compete or defeat
07.04.03 - To the Little Girl with Big Voice
07.04.03 - Quote of the day
07.04.03 - Things that go bump in the night
06.04.03 - Bad signs
05.04.03 - Quote of the day
04.04.03 - From lust to dust
04.04.03 - This sucks
03.04.03 - Quote of the day
03.04.03 - I hate this feeling
02.04.03 - An observation about cars
02.04.03 - How will you end me?
02.04.03 - Without regret
01.04.03 - Oh my aching arms
31.03.03 - Share with me a slice of your beauty
30.03.03 - Minimizing as much as possible.
29.03.03 - The end of March
28.03.03 - For the Little Girl with the Big Voice
27.03.03 - Packing my bags
27.03.03 - A feast for you
26.03.03 - In the space between
25.03.03 - So can you?
24.03.03 - The seduction of subtly
24.03.03 - Feels like dying
23.03.03 - State of being
23.03.03 - It's still seducing me
22.03.03 - East or west?
22.03.03 - Resistance is futile
22.03.03 - You asked. I'll answer.
22.03.03 - In my sleeping life
21.03.03 - Anybody got a map?
20.03.03 - Quote of the day
20.03.03 - Why???
18.03.03 - Formulating a list of household items
18.03.03 - When I have more time
18.03.03 - Deal breakers
15.03.03 - Where to start?
15.03.03 - The first act
15.03.03 - The truth wouldn't help
14.03.03 - Changing the view
14.03.03 - A glimpse from the other side
11.03.03 - Send me to the stars above
11.03.03 - That damned ocean
11.03.03 - I don't remember many but..
10.03.03 - Your last words to me...
09.03.03 - Less bitter but still on my way out
08.03.03 - Clarity
08.03.03 - Don't open the door, it's dark in here.
07.03.03 - Coming attractions
07.03.03 - How can nothing exists in a 3-dimensional form?
06.03.03 - Felix is beer
05.03.03 - But what would I do with it?
05.03.03 - Smiling for a change
05.03.03 - This make me a bathtub and you, you are the ocean
04.03.03 - Sorry about that last one.
03.03.03 - Yes! You heard me
03.03.03 - Out of the mouth of a innocent
02.03.03 - 21
01.03.03 - Time and distance will never weaken my bond with you
26.02.03 - Tick Tock Tick Tock
24.02.03 - Don't stub your toe on the broken curb
23.02.03 - How much will you tolerate?
21.02.03 - Hiding my face from the world
21.02.03 - Words that make me smile even when my heart is breaking
21.02.03 - The little Girl with the Big Voice
21.02.03 - In the arms of the late night visitor
19.02.03 - From your fingers to my heart
19.02.03 - It's going to be a long day
18.02.03 - Silence the voices inside my head
18.02.03 - I can't bear another good-bye
16.02.03 - /|--\/\--/\
16.02.03 - Thinking and sunshine
15.02.03 - Don't let the story end here
14.02.03 - How I spent Valentine's Day or something for the Little Girl with the Big Voice to read
13.02.03 - Things I miss......
13.02.03 - What do you write about?
10.02.03 - Can you tell my face is fake?
09.02.03 - How do I turn down the volume in my head?
09.02.03 - Watch with me
09.02.03 - Destined to be incomplete
09.02.03 - I want to go out for breakfast
09.02.03 - Pros and cons
09.02.03 - Holding on
08.02.03 - Lefty
08.02.03 - Sleeping soundly
08.02.03 - I close my eyes and breathe deeply
08.02.03 - Wishes
07.02.03 - Down the stairs Up the stairs
07.02.03 - I protect you
04.02.03 - Capture the flag????
03.02.03 - The return of the juggalo!
03.02.03 - Where's my ending?
03.02.03 - I don't feel so well today
02.02.03 - Left longing
01.02.03 - Tinkerbell
30.01.03 - What lies between
30.01.03 - Black carpet on wooden stairs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
29.01.03 - He always makes me cry
29.01.03 - I've quit asking. The answer is always no.
27.01.03 - Stay in the kiddie pool
26.01.03 - Headed for Texas
26.01.03 - Did you really say that?
25.01.03 - Was I being tested?
25.01.03 - Worth it in the end
18.01.03 - Today my heart...
18.01.03 - Wrong time, wrong place
16.01.03 - Easing my pain
15.01.03 - Can you make me smile??
15.01.03 - My heart
15.01.03 - Sleeping alone
14.01.03 - Kisses
14.01.03 - +s and -s
11.01.03 - Some times more really is less
10.01.03 - Random thoughts
10.01.03 - Memories of a moment
10.01.03 - The echo in my head
05.01.03 - Procrastination
04.01.03 - Respect my privacy because I respect yours!!!!
04.01.03 - Yes I hear you
04.01.03 - What the Hell have I been thinking? I've become someone I don't like.
03.01.03 - MMMM Geeks!!!!
02.01.03 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE SKINNY
01.01.03 - Not the way I wanted things to start
31.12.02 - Not quite sure why
30.12.02 - YUM
30.12.02 - The prison I built for myself
29.12.02 - Habits
29.12.02 - Learning the rules
28.12.02 - Fight reality
27.12.02 - The sleep overs
26.12.02 - The ground beneath my feet
25.12.02 - A paid day off
24.12.02 - Treats for me
24.12.02 - Better than a dream
23.12.02 - The great pretender
2002-12-22 - I'll try not to look. I'll try not to speak.
2002-12-22 - The good points
2002-12-22 - Unworthy
2002-12-19 - They're back
2002-12-19 - I'm sorry for all I've done
2002-12-17 - Digit and his awesome hair
2002-12-15 - How happy you make me
2002-12-15 - Changing perspectives
2002-12-14 - A look I'll remember
2002-12-11 - Cooling my jets
2002-12-10 - The beginning of the end
2002-12-10 - Interesting timing
2002-12-08 - Make it stop
2002-12-08 - Wasting time
2002-12-07 - A great day
2002-12-06 - Cheating silence for a brief moment
2002-12-06 - Don't say those words
2002-12-04 - Freedom to speak
2002-12-03 - Seperate pockets
2002-11-30 - I fear for you
2002-11-29 - The distance
2002-11-29 - Once again
2002-11-29 - My liquescent
2002-11-29 - Some days I have many reasons
2002-11-28 - Which will he choose?
2002-11-28 - One more and then one more
2002-11-26 - Fools that we are
2002-11-25 - Falling behind
2002-11-24 - Anticipation
2002-11-23 - Reciprocity
2002-11-22 - So very tired
2002-11-21 - The rage
2002-11-17 - Things we should say
2002-11-16 - Longing to be done
2002-11-12 - A one sided affair
2002-11-10 - Tears of disbelief
2002-11-08 - Hailey loves me??
2002-11-08 - desire
2002-10-31 - Ups Downs
2002-10-31 - Where?
2002-10-28 - On the run again
2002-10-27 - Longing for things beyond my reach
2002-10-26 - less is more
2002-10-23 - Bittersweet, always bittersweet
2002-10-20 - She's a cutie!
2002-10-20 - Lumpy futons and suffocation
2002-10-20 - Today I fell
2002-10-12 - I want to play but I'm too slow
2002-10-02 - I LOVE BOYS
2002-10-01 - The Devil's Birthday!
2002-09-29 - Can I have that second back? Please?
2002-09-27 - left behind again
2002-09-27 - the miles between us
2002-09-25 - wishing
2002-09-25 - apologies
2002-09-25 - left feeling empty and alone
2002-09-21 - days like these
2002-09-19 - this time last year
2002-09-15 - building a wall
2002-09-07 - a billion heartbeats
2002-09-07 - the vast expanse
2002-08-31 - entropy
2002-08-30 - you've always been amazing
2002-08-23 - the harshest sound
2002-08-18 - 14.7 p.s.i.
2002-07-18 - i'm sorry
2002-06-22 - caughtcha